If you dare I (Part B)
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February 2001
Muchas veces los días resultaban más difíciles de lo normal. Además de los problemas habituales de la filmación, tenían que añadir el miedo a ser sorprendidos. Las medidas de seguridad los tranquilizaban, pero no por eso podían ser descuidados, no importaba cuán grande fuera el deseo de estar juntos; aunque el saber que podían tocarse y besarse sólo por un momento era demasiado tentador para dejarlo pasar, sobre todo sabiendo que luego debían actuar como si nada pasara.
In his free time going to some quiet place, as far away from people as they could, if possible. Sometimes they entered the trailer of one of the two, while at other times just reading the script stayed somewhere peaceful, where games, laughter, a touch of his hand or touch below table was inevitable and then could not control ...
One day David was something more serious than normal to where Gillian was talking to one of the cameramen.
- What happens? - I asked Gillian to David when they were approached.
- I need to talk to you - he answered looking at her, then turned to see the person you talked Gillian, who said they had no problem with a nod. David Gillian took her arm and started walking.
- David ... - she complained to feel the pulling. He realized he would not respond, so did not try to ask a second time. They turned a corner, and suddenly, David kissed her. She accounted for the kiss, but remembering where they were breaking the contact. - David What about you? - Asked both sides looking to make sure that nobody had ever seen.
- I'm - I said David looking into her eyes.
- Irte What are you talking about? - He asked her confused.
- The program. I give-
- What you did what? - Gillian exclaimed in surprise, letting go abruptly.
- I just talked to Chris and the chain does not want to hear Do you remember what I told you on call for greater participation by the sales series, where you did not want to participate? -
- David, you know very well that these things do not interest me - Gillian cut it.
- I'm not criticizing - I said it. She nodded - Do not want to, so I put my paper in hand. It is the last season of Mulder -
- Did they let you give up? - She said surprised.
- They say that Mulder is gone once and can again - David shrugged.
- I can not believe ... - Gillian said with bowed head. He did not answer, just stood looking at her. He said nothing, but she knew it hurt. Although he denied most of the time, he liked to be Mulder, and she liked it to be. - Is there nothing to do? Maybe if you talk to them if I talk to them ... -
- not Gillian. Convince them know that although I will not get - she nodded - Later, Chris will talk to the rest, but I wanted to tell you in person - Gillian stood on tiptoes and hugged him. He did not care if anyone saw them, after de todo, una vez que la noticia fuera de conocimiento público, su comportamiento sería comprensible. Aún le costaba creer que él no estaría. Siguieron abrazados hasta que el celular de ella empezó a sonar.
- ¿No vas a contestar? – le preguntó él. Ella buscó el aparato en su bolsillo y lo sacó.
- Debo tomarla. Es Piper – Dijo y they both smiled.
- Do not worry. Send him my regards - David began to walk away, but suddenly turned. Gillian had the device in his ear.
- See you later - told David and she just nodded, knowing what he meant.
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At four in the afternoon, David decided to go home. Chris speak with some of the crew, and did not wish to be present. Then endure the questions and criticisms. For now just felt a huge desire to hug her child.
the truck parked in the garage, and entered the house. Was empty, and thought it was better that way because he wanted to be alone a minute. He sat on the couch with his hands behind his head, and then began to massage his temples. Just was absorbing what had just happened: I had given to the series, and even more surprising was that the chain had accepted. He believed that putting their paper available to be scared and accept its conditions, or at least come to some agreement as the last time. But this time was not the case, things were very different as I had imagined. Very different.
At that moment the door of your house opened, and saw him enter his little girl, who saw him and ran screaming to where I was, and then launched their arms. It was moments like this that made everything worthwhile. Behind her daughter came Jean, Nanny.
- How is my princess? - He asked David to his small giving a kiss on the cheek - How did it go today? - Again he asked as he helped her take off the backpack back.
- Good Daddy - West answered with a smile.
Jean saw David about to enter the kitchen and la llamó.
- Jean –
- Dígame Señor Duchovny – Le respondió la joven educadamente.
- ¿Sabes a dónde fue la señora? -
- No, señor. No dejó where he was told -
- Okay. Thanks, Jean turned and walked into the kitchen.
- Where did you go today? - He asked David to his daughter, who still had charged.
- Park - the girl replied.
- Oh! And you have fun? - She nodded and a smile. - More than this? - I asked David and began to tickle. One of the most beautiful sounds the world was to hear his daughter laugh. His laughter will transmitting much joy, peace and hope. Laughed when he heard there was something that could go wrong.
- What are you doing here so early? - Tea's voice heard, who was entering the room.
- Mami - The Tea girl called her and smiled, squatted and stretched his arms to embrace her.
- How has my child? -
- Well - I said the little girl.
- Glad - He gave her a kiss on the cheek and loaded. With the baby in her arms walked into David - who had stopped after leaving a West free - and kissed him. - Not expecting you so early - he said.
- Yes, I met with Chris and then I went - explained with some seriousness.
- Is there a problem? - Tea I asked to see his face.
- talk then - I said sparingly removing her daughter from her arms and making it fly. She smiled. David was a good father, the best he could choose for your daughter. But something was going on, I could see in his face.
- What about going for a walk to the beach? - David suggested the two women.
- Great! What do you say West, want to go to the beach with mom and dad? - He asked knowing Tea was going to be your answer.
- yeahhhh! - Shouted the little girl, jumping for joy.
- Okay, let's change then - Tea said, taking her hand and led her to her bedroom.
David saw them walk away, feeling the worst person in the world. Teníaa this beautiful woman and a wonderful daughter, but all I wanted was to run behind the redhead with whom he had spent much time in recent years. He loved his wife but not as Gillian, what I felt was love for Tea mixed with a feeling of gratitude, than anything else. The only reason I remained together was by West. She had no blame for the mistakes of their parents, did not deserve to suffer. Later, when he was older and could understand, only then Gillian and he could be free to be together. By now your life does not pertenecíaa them, but their daughters. And they knew and accepted. The welfare of these was at that stage of their lives more important.
David, Tea and her daughter spent the rest of the afternoon on the beach, laughing and running in the sand. David forgot everything for a moment, but in the evening, reality struck again.
West had fallen asleep in his arms on the way home. Upon arrival, Tea took to his room to change it and make her sleep, while David went to his room. He took a very long shower. When finished bathing, Tea was waiting outside.
- What happens? And do not tell me anything - I asked her with his hands on his hips.
- I did not think it - he answered sitting on the bed. He remained silent for a moment and finally confessed what he had been silent - I left the program -
- What are you talking about? -.
- This is my last season in the show -
- What happened? -
- Some time ago I asked a greater share of royalties from the series, would not accept, I put my paper in disposicióny that if accepted,
- Does time? ... And when you think tell me? - Tea rebuked him starting to get angry.
- Sorry, I had to spend -
- You had to happen ... I'm your wife David, your wife, that sort of thing you are not must go - he scolded.
- I'm sorry I said - repeated David, not knowing what else to say.
- That's not enough -
- What do you want then? - David asked exasperated, rising.
- I want to give me my place as your wife! - Tea shouted, and he knew they were no longer talking about leaving the program.
- Again with the same - said bored, walking to the closet.
- Where you going? - I asked her, to see that it was changing.
- I never want to argue for business as usual. I can not do now. So you better go out for a while and let you calm down. When you're calmer, talk - That said, David left the room. Seconds later, Tea heard the front door of the house close and knew he was out, and also knew she was going to meet.
Tea knew that if he hurried he could still reach it before they get in the car, but did not want reassemble a scene. Lately all they did was argue, and this routine and I was tired, so went to calm the room of her daughter. She was asleep in a normal bed, so he could throw to his side. He hugged her, and so it was reassuring. He let the anger out of her body in tears. did not want to ruin this marriage too, but it seemed that this would happen. David did not cooperate to reconcile their relationship. It seemed that the only time where they were calm was when her daughter was around, but that will soon no longer be an excuse for him not to run every night into the arms of the other women.
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When David arrived at the apartment saw Gillian them yet had not come, but probably not soon do so. Its time the meeting was provided to nine at night and still had thirty minutes to make it this time. Turned on the lights, took off his jacket and went straight to the bar to prepare a drink. The anger over the last discussion he had with Tea is still going. Did not understand why it bothered him so much that Tea accused him of cheating, if that was true. Maybe it was his own nagging conscience for hurting his wife. But I knew how to solve this situation. He took one sip of whiskey on the rocks and lay on the bed to wait for Gillian.
At nine o'clock Gillian through the door with his now customary black coat and sunglasses that covered half his face. He hung his coat on the rack, he left his glasses red moons on the kitchen table and went to David, who was with her eyes closed, lying on his back on the bed.
- David - I called and he opened his eyes instantly.
- Hello, I should fall asleep, did not hear you get - he answered, without rising.
- I just got What happens? - I knew I had a problem because he had not kissed yet, and that was always the first thing I did every time they had seen. David sat on the bed next to Gillian.
- It's Tea - said his name with some reluctance and Gillian glared.
- No, not a bad thing - was quick to explain taking his hand - at least not for you - he said.
- So? - She said something sharp.
- almost had another discussion, and decided to leave home before it really began - Gillian sat in silence not knowing what to say. Nothing to say at this time would serve to calm David, so he preferred to just listen. At that moment he stood and began pacing the room, and finally back to where was Gillian - But I know how to fix this - he said excitedly with a brief smile.
- What will you do? - She asked worried.
- I'll leave Tea - David replied no more, and Gillian looked surprised.
- Now? -
- Well, not exactly now ... but it will not long before saying so -
- If, like the other times where said the same thing and in the end did nothing - she said sarcastically, standing up and giving back to David. Not that I was upset with him, at least not as it was with herself, because deep down, despite knowing that he would not wanted to creerle.
- ¿Por qué dices eso? Esta vez es de verdad, luego de lo de hoy estoy completamente decidido – le dijo colocando sus manos suavemente sobre sus hombros. Ella se volteó para darle la cara.
- ¿Y West? No puedes simplemente dejarla, ella también necesita a su padre -
- While we're finished, Tea can not be separated from me, I will not let - Gillian went at him with doubt - Hey, what happens? I thought that this news will be happy -
- Same as the other times I was glad? - Gillian remarked wryly.
- Lo do right? I promise - you said David - now come - He opened his arms and held it for a few seconds. When released, David went straight to his lips to kiss. She accepted and accounted for, and following a logical order jumped on the bed he had so often witnessed his secret love.
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David llegó a su casa a las tres de la madrugada. Caminando despacio y casi sin hacer ruido entró a la habitación que compartía con Tea, pero al no encontrarla durmiendo sobre la cama, se imaginó donde podría estar, asi que se dirigió allí.
En la habitación de West encontró a Tea durmiendo abrazada a su pequeña hija, y volvió to feel that they had failed. I knew I could never be faithful to his wife, because he never would Gillian, but did not want to make her suffer more, and therefore had , has taken the decision to leave her . Tea was sure that would hurt at first, but then he would realize what was best for everyone.
a few minutes watching from afar, his wife and child, left the habitacióny went to his room.
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